*PLeAsE fiLL iN My sHouT bOx beFoRe u LeAve sO i'LL kNoW tHat u'Ve beEn hERe*
[PaNggiL aJa *iPoEnK* ^^]
[LaHiR haRi MiNggU, 24 JaNuaRi 1988]
[aNaK peRtaMa daRi 3 beRsoDara]
[sKuL di ReCiS JkT daRi tK aMpe SkRg : sMa 2 iPa B]
[dMeN maKaN esp. Fettucine + mAcaRoNi PaNggaNg]
[PeCiNta koMik JePanG_NoVeL_HeLLo KiTTy_aNyThiNg PiNk]
[sUka vOLLey_cHattiNg_baCa aPa aJa_bObO]
[bUku Fav' : "P.S. I LoVe U" -by Cecelia aHeRn- "LooKiNg foR aLibRanDi" -by Melina Marchetta- "A WaLk To ReMemBeR" -by NicHoLas SpArk- TRiLoGi : "RoNggEnG DuKuH PaRuk, LiNtaNg KemuKus DiNi HaRi, JaNteRa BiaNgLaLa" -AhMad ToHaRi-]
[FaN oF : MaNdy MooRe.OLLiVeR JaMeZ]
[dMeN Lagu CiNtaiLaH CiNta, PuIsi #12, My PLaCe, TaKe Me To Ur HeArt, I'LL MaKe LoVe tO u, jUmP aRoUnd]
[FriEndSteR : loie_hoie@hotmail.com, add yahh ^^]
*PrInCeSs oF aQuaRiaN*
Venus-in-Pisces types are often in love with, well, being in love. These are sensitive, compassionate and romantic souls. However, their intense desire to be in love can lead to seeing what they want to see, and not what is really in front of them. If you are true to type, you probably see love and desire as spiritual experiences. Having your Venus in Pisces may mean that you spend a lot of time explaining yourself and feeling misunderstood, especially where affairs of the heart are concerned. That's okay, because when you find someone who really gets you, the sky's the limit.
*YoUr eLeMeNt iS AiR* : Carefree, lovable, fun and childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said being young was a bad thing? You have a keen understanding of whats good in life and choose to remain happy rather than get too upset over things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love as you are you will make a wonderful parent if and when you choose to grow up. Love is a mystery because you only want friends not love interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone is searching for, that so called 'fountain of youth' deep inside. You can come across as naive and childish at times. But who cares what they think, lets go play tag!
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Jin and I are best frens..we do anything that best frens do together...One day, i realised that i actually fell for him...so i decided to confess to him one nite where we camped with other frens. he readily agreed to be my Boyfren...
Soon we started doing the usual stuffs that couples do, watching movies, having strolls in park, eating together, going to the beach...but life was not as fun when we are still best fren....we're not as close as we used to be when we're still best frens...he doesnt talk much or continued sharing his problems with me...and so i thought he is not a suitable or loving boyfren...but i quietly kept this on my mind...
But since the day he became my boyfren, i would always recieve a small teddy bear from him... At first i thought it was lovely, but then i wondered why he would give me this...
One day, i was walking alone in the park, we both frequent...Then i saw Jin together with another gal there..I crept near them softly overheard him saying "i love u" to the gurl. I was enraged that i run home immediately..Jin never said he love me all the while when wer'e boyfren and gurlfren.
Then at midnite one day, he came to my house and passed me another teddy bear that he used to give me everyday, then said "Sorry, i forgotten to give this to you today." his presence only made mi even more angry so i shouted at him, "Why u alwiz give me this crap? All i want to hear from u is, I love you, that's it, is it too hard???" Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and place the teddy bear on my palm and left..i threw the teddy bear into my wardrobe.
The next day, Jin asked me out. We met at e bus stop near my house...he handed mi a big teddy bear but i threw the teddy to the middle of the road as i still couldnt get over the incident. He remained quiet and went to pick up the teddy. He didnt realised a truck was coming towards him. I shouted repeatedly to warn him but he just turned back and smiled at me,and...........................
*Bang*. "JIN!!!!!!" I cried...the nex minute i know, he was lying on the road, the teddy in his hands covered with blood. He was sent to the hospital but in the end...i still lost him...i've lost him FOREVER...
after attending his funeral, i went back home and took out all the teddy bears he gav me since the day we bcame gfbf...i counted the teddies one by one... 1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and
the last teddy bear he gave me covered with his blood was the 365th...it has alreadly been a year we bcome bfgf...i squeezed the teddy as my tears flowed.... suddenly...
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
i was shocked..i looked at the
teddies...took
one of it, and pressed its tummy..
*I love you~*
i tried each and every teddy he gav me...
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*......................
and the biggest was the last teddy Jin gav me, I squeezed his big tummy...
*felicia, today is our very first anniversary.....i hope to love you, today, tommorow, the day after and forever........I love you....*
i dropped the teddy........ i never realised that Jin had actually told me those
words..every single day....till now... i slowly picked up the teddy and whispered to the teddy's ear.."i love you too, Jin..and i always did........" *[the end]*
sedihnya bkn krn critanya meski memang critanya menyedihkan, tp knp nama cewe yg dpake di situ felicia.. rasanya tu ky bner2 ada yg ngmg hal itu ke aku.. : *felicia, today is our very first anniversary.....i hope to love you, today, tommorow, the day after and forever........I love you....* dan entah mengapa begitu baca rasanya kok 'sakit' yah.. hehe.. bikin shock.. yah.. hal yg sdh berlalu tak kan terulang kembali, hehe..
hueh.. ada 1 hal jg ni yg bgs : "one day luv n frenship met, luv asked : "why do u exist if i already exist?" frenship replied : "to put smile where luv leave tears.."
hehe.. touching yah =] akir2 ini lg dmen sama gitu2an tu, ga ngerti jg d, mau bikin pojok poem ah, hehe..
ya wis deh, buat smua yg lagi sakit juga, get well soon yah =D
[iPoEnK] *wAs JuMpiNg aRoUnd* 10:09 PM|
* FriEndSteR *
* LoVe TeSt *
* hOtMaiL *
~aDriAn~
~AiKo~
~AiKa's MoM~
~AnDips~
~AnIta[aiKo'S mOm]~
~dZa~
~eLLy~
~g0eRoEkoe~
~iFaN~
~iKa~
~iNdiEe~
~iNezZ~
~iYeM~
~LuNna~
~MaNdA~
~MaMi YaNti~
~MicHaeL's MoM~
~mY gAnKzTah~
~nAa~
~ReNiSa~
~RyAn~
~SeLLa~
~YayA~
*11 aPriL 2005*
its not enough to see with eyes.. we need to see with hearts
singing about a game that im not sure when it began
whats hard to get is hard to let go
believe me if i said that we are the one who can make the change
dont run away from the fact, it still wont change anything at all
what to say if you're upset but you're the one who makes that and we both feel sad?
sadness is exist due to things that dont happen like the way you want them to be
my power is to be loved, but my weekness is love that i've got
feel lonely without your presence, but more lonely without your jokes
*1 aPriL 2005*
Coz we live in the world of Pinocchios
truth or lies not seen as black and white
hipocracy on lips and nose
megalomenia in lungs and heart
That's why we live in the world of Pinocchios
too fragile to be us
being ignored is too tough
fake smiles fake tongue
*28 MaReT 2005 : fOr ChErZ*
bEiNg sIngLe iSnt bAd eNouGh
bUt beInG iGnoRed iS qUiTe ToUgh
*12 MaRet 2005*
Tak hanya kata dapat berucap bila sudah tak bermakna
Tak hanya hati dapat bersuara bila luka mengiris raga
Tak hanya dikau dapat membenci bila telah kecewa
Tak hanya dikau dapat meratap bila telah patah
Rasa kan berkata, waktu kan berbicara
*15 Juni 2004*
for evry breath i take, i think of you
for evry smile you make, i will smile too
put away all the rest, enough for me just to see you
for evry joke you make, i will laugh at
for evry song you sing, i will be glad
release all what i feel, if you're fine it will be great
nothing to lose nothing to regret
no winner or loser in this kind of game
enough to know you're happy
enough to know you're there
*22 Juli 2003*
Risalah hati bila tak disapa semilir sejuk
Beku sudah semua kenangan, dimakan oleh sang waktu
Jika takdir membilah hati,
apa daya lidah berucap, apa daya bola mata membanjir
Setidaknya jadilah pembalut luka, untuk melepas apa yang terukir
Karna tak selamanya perasaan insan tertancap pada satu badan
Sebab telah terbangun penyesalan tak bertepi
*7 Juli 2003*
Flower behind the wall
nobody knows what she's been thinking of
nobody cares about what she wants to be
only her who knows the truth
about her one-day-memory
only her who will keep it through the nite
Flower behind the wall
no one knows what she's been waiting for
in tears she smiles
in fears she hopes
for a better day she'll get
for all reasons she's got
*30 DeSeMbeR 2003*
WaKtu UntUk JaTuH cIntA HaNya 1 dEtiK,
TaPi wAkTu uNtuK MeLuPaKaNnyA aDaLaH sELaManYa